Both Sides Now: Emotions

The original post vanished for no apparent reason, so I have recreated it from memory.

I used to be like in the following music video:-


I've now completely torn down my "wall" and am experiencing emotions again. Some are good and some are bad. I've got years of repressed grief bottled up and the following Elton John song is a great way to let it out:-


Ditto for this Adele song:-


And this one too:-


"I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away."