The original post vanished for no apparent reason, so I have recreated it from memory.
I used to be like in the following music video:-
"And a rock feels no pain. And an island never cries." This is not a good way to go through life.
I've now completely torn down my "wall" and am experiencing emotions again. Some are really good and some are really bad. I've got years of repressed grief bottled up and the following Elton John song is a great way to blub it out:-
Ditto for this Adele song:-
And this one:-
"I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away."